Words I can hear with no sound
"The heavens declare the glory of God; the skies proclaim the work of His hands. Day after day they pour forth speech; night after night they reveal knowledge. They have no speech, they use no words; no sound is heard in them. Yet their voice goes out into all the earth, their words to the ends of the world. In the heavens God has pitched a tent for the sun. It is like a bridegroom coming out of his chamber, like a champion rejoicing to run his course. It rises at one end of the heavens and makes its circuit to the other; nothing is deprived of it's warmth." -Psalm 19:1-6
Dear Lord, what exactly are you saying with the words that have no voice and yet they are heard?
Because today, the sky was periwinkle.
And I really like that shade of periwinkle.
I would wear sweaters of periwinkle in that exact shade.
And what would I be saying as I wore them?
I've got some heavy things on my mind today.
I spent a good portion of last night weeping.
In spite of this, the joy. In spite of this, the beauty.
So I did what I usually do when consumed with grief. I prayed and ate cookies. Paleo gluten free chocolate chip cookies which have so many nuts in them they are practically a nut in and of themselves, with chocolate chips added for meaning. I said to myself, "I know that cookies will not make me feel better. But I sure do like the taste."
Then I left my battered heart on the altar and went to sleep.
I dreamed that I knew something I could not possibly know,
I dreamed that I saw what was coming,
and awoke with a reminder of purpose.
Then the every morning busy caught me up.
but
As soon as I opened the front door, a rainbow was
coming straight out of a cloud;
I'm pretty sure it was streaming straight from the throne of God,
and landing someplace down below what I could at that moment see,
touch, or comprehend.
But there is a treasure in that ending place, I do believe. It was meant for me, and anyone else who had seen it and taken the time to listen and hear.
I put the kids in the car, and backed out of the driveway. As I started to drive, the rain shower began.
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