If nothing is precious

When you left me,
I was left.
Your left hand left me;
(I was left)
There was no time to hold you.
Don't we do gentleness anymore,
or are there only extremes;
Whole 30, Crossfit, but
can you forgive yourself for a donut
and a couch?
There is no time to hold you because
we have to go
somewhere newer, higher, younger, and better.
When you left me,
I was left.
(but I was not alone.)